i apologise for the long overdue ... just been busyy doing NOTHIN...(except may be globe trotting :P:P)..... hmmm yeah ... anywayyy ...let me tell u how this all began ... when huz ,kumail, and me (nids was at WORK)were having one of the many philosophical conversations we have.. we stumbled upon a unanimous fact of not knowing where we are heading ... (when i say not knowing i mean not knowing ).... we didnt know what we were gonna do after graduating .... heck we didnt know what we were gonna do during the process of graduating .. we were like those people in bombay locals who just go with the crowd (now now dont call us mob mentality ...we think differently but act the same ...:P).... yeah .. so we were just going with the crowd ... this crowd had a portion of people who knew exactly where they were going and another who didnt care where they were going ......and then there was a third kind .... a kind who wanted to do so much who had the potential to do it ... but still were too lazy to get off their asses and make that first move.... i still am in a dilemma about what i should do with my life ... i am like those school kids if u ask them "beta bade hoke kya karna chahte ho ??.. he answers "mey pilot banoonga".... ask him 3 days later "mey mechanic banooonga "...... suddenly to me everythin seems impressive ... .. i have reached a point where it is ANYTHIN .....(can u believe i actually thought of bus conductor .... picture me doing ."ticketttssssssssss :P:P:P)........ .. funny part is we end up shoving our fingers into so many holes and trying out so many things .. that we actually forget what we had thought of in the beginning .... we forget that in the process of trying to make all our millions we have forgotten to be who we are (i know after we make the millions we can just buy a new us ).. but it isnt always the destination it is the journey that counts ........ i want to do things where i have a journey .. where i know i have money to sustain myself .. and i know i can keep going on .... (no i dont want to be a camel)......anyway moral of the story is ... i decided .... lets not only shove fingers but shove toes too and then lets not only see how the outcome of the shoving was and what sort of dirt u get on ur hands .. lets see the feeling of penetrating through that dirt .. the look on ur family and friends face and not to forget the screams ...from everywhere .......
i am sure this is the most nonsensical making post ... but who cares ... :P:P........
aurevoir
p.s srikar ... thanku for the chits ... i lived lfjc once again :)... muaahhh .......
