Sunday, November 23, 2008

heading in no direction

i apologise for the long overdue ... just been busyy doing NOTHIN...(except may be globe trotting :P:P)..... hmmm yeah ... anywayyy ...let me tell u how this all began ... when huz ,kumail, and me (nids was at WORK)were having one of the many philosophical conversations we have.. we stumbled upon a unanimous fact of not knowing where we are heading ... (when i say not knowing i mean not knowing ).... we didnt know what we were gonna do after graduating .... heck we didnt know what we were gonna do during the process of graduating .. we were like those people in bombay locals who just go with the crowd (now now dont call us mob mentality ...we think differently but act the same ...:P).... yeah .. so we were just going with the crowd ... this crowd had a portion of people who knew exactly where they were going and another who didnt care where they were going ......and then there was a third kind .... a kind who wanted to do so much who had the potential to do it ... but still were too lazy to get off their asses and make that first move.... i still am in a dilemma about what i should do with my life ... i am like those school kids if u ask them "beta bade hoke kya karna chahte ho ??.. he answers "mey pilot banoonga".... ask him 3 days later "mey mechanic banooonga "...... suddenly to me everythin seems impressive ... .. i have reached a point where it is ANYTHIN .....(can u believe i actually thought of bus conductor .... picture me doing ."ticketttssssssssss :P:P:P)........ .. funny part is we end up shoving our fingers into so many holes and trying out so many things .. that we actually forget what we had thought of in the beginning .... we forget that in the process of trying to make all our millions we have forgotten to be who we are (i know after we make the millions we can just buy a new us ).. but it isnt always the destination it is the journey that counts ........ i want to do things where i have a journey .. where i know i have money to sustain myself .. and i know i can keep going on .... (no i dont want to be a camel)......anyway moral of the story is ... i decided .... lets not only shove fingers but shove toes too and then lets not only see how the outcome of the shoving was and what sort of dirt u get on ur hands .. lets see the feeling of penetrating through that dirt .. the look on ur family and friends face and not to forget the screams ...from everywhere .......
i am sure this is the most nonsensical making post ... but who cares ... :P:P........
aurevoir

p.s srikar ... thanku for the chits ... i lived lfjc once again :)... muaahhh .......

7 comments:

...643... said...

nice postttt:):)nd thank god tht v dn bcom docs:P:P v saved so many lives ok v shd b proud...nd yea i gav u al da shitty 1s i hav al da nice chits wd me il scan nd upload n my blog..let every1 kno wt v did fr 2 years...

nids!!! said...

i like what i read!! i know what u mean! :) its time we began experiencing! :) ummmaaahh! nice post!! i loved it! :) ummaahh!! :)

shuuuu said...

to srikar heheheheh yes yes i know thank god we dint become docs and mean re u r .. chiii inthane raa neee dosti .. annnii sutthi chiitulu icchesavu ... but hello hese chits also r nice only ok .... and reyyy dont let out our secrets re .... heheheheheheh

shuuuu said...

to nidsss SAME PINCH GROUND TOUCH AND NO BACK PINCH ..... yaaayyyyy we feel the same hehehehehhe muaaahhhhh

jona said...

hmm .... SURPRISINGLY i feel the same too ...
U spend your entire life thinking about what to do your entire life ... not realising what all you've done so far ... and cherishing those moments ...
relax ... even Lewis Hamilton did not know what he wanted to become ... little did he know that when he grew up, he would become a world champion ... it jus happened .... so let things happen ... :) ...
write sum more... miss ur posts

shuuuu said...

to jon ... hehehhehehe lewis hamilton ko chalaana aata tha .. apun ko wo bhi nahi aaata ... hehehehehehhehehehehe ...... u go do ur thing mister audio guy i know uw will kick asss ... big hugs muahh

dr div said...

hi...sure you made sense.... especially about the three kindsa people who travel... only you never slotted which group you belonged to ....
as for putting fingers in holes ... all good... but not much exploring possible with jammed phalanges.. restricting choices.. is a way of life.....
getting rich is a lot more difficult than being born rich.. and if exploring is all you want to do ... money should not matter... what say>??